ThePoetOfSteel

 Crawling on the ground Where I don’t make a sound I have no emotions left to bleed Because the pain has made me numb I’ve cried so much, I’ve felt some dumb Now it’s happiness that I long to feed Nobody gets it I don’t want to throw a fit I don’t mean to bug I just really need a hug

Good for nothing Never something These are the voices in my head Zero value No one loves you These are the voices I hear in bed You have no chance Just drop your fighting stance These are the voices convincing me to quit Piece of trash Everything you do is rash These are the voices that deal hard hits Every time I fall You rush over, energy and all Just to pick me up again Every time I stumble You make a sweet mumble Giving me power to once again defend The voices go over to you Trying to do the same thing, too I know for me you would never yield So I do the same thing and kick up my shield Charge at them head on Making them less strong They lose their power, falter away Do not worry, I’m here to stay

 I wake up fresh to morning dew Get up to see something new The birds are singing a new song they made As the stars and the Moon slowly fade The melody carries me to noon The Sun is up, but will set soon The light is warm to the touch I move on slowly, but not by much Sunset is here, setting in low It empowers me, and the energy starts to flow The sky turns to an array of amazing warm hues And that's when the stars get their cues It's night time now, and the Moon is bright Full of soft warm and loving light And will remain till nights end As the Moon sets, and the Sun rises again

I can feel the power leave my body I slowly become weaker I drift off, ready to fall And be rid of this horrible place This place offers no warmth No light No happiness As I slowly crumble away But then I see you You're here, again You give me strength Catching me from that fall And offer warmth Light Happiness And now I stand Now I finally have something to fight for So come at me, world For I'm ready to face you

 Note: I was dared by some friends to freestyle a poem in 1 minute...I got this: Only you Make me this happy Like the sun Nurturing its plants And how the moon glows softly in the night Those feelings THE feeling Is the only thing keeping me up I love you With all my heart They said it was good, and THEN one of them even said that it was a mood, which is very unlike her to be emotionally touched, so I uploaded it. ENJOY!

Sitting in a corner, darkness surrounds me Trying to be someone else when I can't find me I'm drowning, losing air, I can't swim I need help but I'm not going to ask for it So busy pleasing others Because if not I'll lose another And I can't take it I won't last one more hit How do I end the misery? How to stop the suffering?I wish it would all end I wish I could just just be happy again (Note: Thanks for the title, Gabby! :D)

I can feel myself slipping From reality Images stuck in my head From what I thought was meant to be But despite fantasies Happiness is not what I will receive I feel myself slipping every day I can feel myself fading away

I felt nothing for the longest time A flicker, a spark catches my eye I turn to see what is before me And I am surprised by it's glory If feel the heat around it And it's warm to the touch I fear it's presence Yet astonished by such I don't want it to hurt me So I try to understand it Despite not comprehending I might be a good fit I know it's not the smartest move But logic isn't present here It's over run by everything else From happiness to fear I realized what it is And my mind stops reeling It's just emotions Just feeling ------------------- In contrast to No Feeling , emotions have been regained and the spectrum is restored! I might not upload for a bit to update the blog completely, so I'll post an update when that is done! Hope you enjoyed this one!

Heart is empty No feeling at all And yet I feel worse For feeling empty overall Haven't felt anything in days Yet longing for emotion It was all gone But how; there was no commotion Lost, confused No map at all Still searching So I stall I don't feel anything No matter what I do Empty I feel And nothing will change that Nothing. -------------------- A SLIGHTLY different piece from my usual stuff, but every once in a while it's good to vent! Enjoy people! :D Update: Feeling is now out!